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I'm only pretty sure that I can't take anymore,Before you take a swing, I wonder what are we fighting for, When I say out loud, I want to get out of this,I wonder, Is there anything I'm going to miss, I wonder How's it going to be, When you don't know me, How's it going to be, When you're sure I'm not there, How's it going to be, When there is no one there to talk to, Between you and me, 'Cause I don't care, How's it going to be,How's it going to be,Where we used to laugh, There's a shouting match, Sharp as a thumbnail scratch, A silence I can't ignore, Like . . The hammock by the doorway we spent time in, Swing empty, don't see lightning like last fall when it was always about to hit me, I wonder How's it going to be, When it goes down,How's it going to be, When you're not around, How's it going to be, When you find out there was nothing,Between you and me, 'Cause I don't care,How's it going to be,How's it going to be,When you don't know me, any more?And How's it going to be?Want to get myself back in again,The soft dive of oblivion.Want to taste the salt of your skin,The soft dive of oblivion, oblivion.How's it going to be, When you don't know me,anymore,How's it going to be,How's it going to be,How's it going to be.

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Name: Caroline
Country: United States
State: Tennessee
Birthday: 1/22/1987
Gender: Female

Interests: Colorguard, Winter Drumline, laughing, being the confusing and somewhat odd person that i am, writing, singing really loud to the radio even tho im never any good!
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Member Since: 11/11/2001

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Thursday, April 29, 2004

i need strength.

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Thursday, December 11, 2003

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Wednesday, December 10, 2003

well, yet again, things are over. and this time...i think its really over.

i cant change how he feels...im sorry it had to end...but Im also really happy it happened

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	i miss last year. i miss ohs. i miss nancy. i miss 1st and fourth period. i miss Mr. McClellan. I miss Mrs. Daniel. i miss the bandroom...i miss the guardroom. i miss the picnic tables. i miss wading through the courtyard when it rained. i miss being late to fourth every day for a week. i miss the candy jar.....5 for a nickel. i miss the laughter. i miss knowing that things were ok.
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Tuesday, December 09, 2003

i just want to cry forever and ever. im so very tired of this feeling. worthless...im not sure about anything anymore and it hurts. im tired of complaining...but xanga is the only thing left for me to tell. the time when i need someone to run to...my someone is gone...lost in their own problems. it really makes me think about the way i handle others problems when they come to me. \

yet again ive failed. nothing i can say or do will make anything better. im just not the person i used to be. i just wanted to hold him forever and make everything better. but its not. it was so important to him...the ball went in...i saw it...and just because i wanted it so bad for him...it came right back out

THE ONLY REASON IT DIDNT GO IN WAS BC I WANTED IT TO.

the stupidest assumption ever...but live my life one day and it will make sense. i feel like bruce in bruce almighty. "of course they lost...theyre MY team"

and i know you guys think im crazy now...i didnt just base my whole happiness on a single shot...its just that all this stuff has been building up and building up and i have no one to go to and i feel like its my fault.

everywhere i go i make some mistake...and let someone down.if i could get on a plane right now and leave and never come back i would. i really would miss you guys...but i just cant hurt like this anymore

to everyone. i apologize for this entry...im completely feeling sorry for myself. you dont even have to comment...it doesnt matter...i just had to get it out.

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Pacific Sun, you should have warned us, it gets so cold here.And the night can freeze, before you set it on fire.And our flares go unnoticed.Dimminished, faded just as soon as they are fired.We are, we are,intrigued. We are, we are,invisible.Oh, how we've shouted, how we've screamed, take notice, take interest, take me with you.But all our fears fall on deaf ears.Tonight, they're burning the roads they built to lead us to the light.And blinding our hearts with their shining lies,while closing our caskets cold and tight. But I'm dying to live.Pacific sun, you should have warned us, these heights are dizzying,and the climb can kill you long before the fall.And our trails go unmarked and unmapped and covered just as soon as they are crossed.We are, we are, intriguing. We are, we are, desirable.Oh how we've shouted, how we've screamed,take notice, take interest, take me with you.But all our fears fall on deaf ears.Tonight, they're burning the roads they built to lead us to the light.And blinding our hearts with their shining lies,while closing our caskets cold and tight. But I'm dying to live.

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